Im tired.

i want to be happy.

P.S.   

as i get more specific with my blog things.....

i also leave much out....

it makes me seem more intense then i am....

COnfused...are you confused....so sorry...welll i have been informed that my blogthingies are confusing... OH SOOO Sorry.....let me try a

PLAY-BY-PLAY

-move my left big toe.... oooo then left foot...

ugh to you!...

well i am tired ...OF WHAT?......i will be more clear....

-tired of people lying to me

-tired of beign used

-tired of feeling unwanted and dispossible

-tired of thinking people are dependable...and finding out they are not.

......i have had i headache for 3 days now..

my body feels like its destroying it self....

I had a in n out burger.....yummm....

ummm....

im off to camp ...on sat...6 AM...funn......

im going to be runnnignnggngngngn....ughh... orientation.......

im tired

..................of being lonely.....

i love gilmore girls.

.

.

i spent the day making super heros out of construction paper  fufnfun..

im goign to be a mommy!

one day.

i hope.

if i ever get married

people surprise me.......

some fake the goodness.....

damn... really good...

others come out of no where and comfort you.....

                                       -his loss-

amazing...

wow... every guy,... everyone has somethign....

im tired ...

the 4th....................

I Love TomTOm...

dancing...... definetly fun.......THE GRAND.......

wow the girls were a bit trashy ... and some guys a bit drunk.....

i didnt get grabbed.. thats a plus.....

.......i want to go dancing again...

it feels good just going and doign somethign without havign to wait on anyone else.......

mwah i love you!....

ill go again.... we will stay longer next time....

--------nishi obon....... 9 and 10.........

camp counselor......5,7,10,16-23......

orientation 19-20...?  + 2 driving days...

NEeed to learn how to drive...........

CAMPING!!!!!!.... early august...... end of the last week of july!!!.......

????

hmmmmmmm......

 i need new dancing shoes... black heels didnt work  to well.... no cuts but i kept slipping

scary.. oo once.. some weird african guy came to catch me .. and tried to start dancing w me...... ew... just a bit... ew.....nonono... NO THANK YOU.....

hmmmmm......

ther is not point in getting out of bed... its not liek im goign anywhere today....

sick of waiting on everybody.........

but i have no choice....................grrrr........

sad.. that i will spend all my tiem in LA waitign on people......

countdown.....46 days left in LA..........